Pushing myself the edge of exhaustion everyday,
just so I don't have to keep thinking about stuff...
I wonder how long my body can last at this rate...

Sucks to have to keep safe because you promised.
Because you love that person and you'd never hurt them.


Sucks even more when you come to the realization that:
That person doesn't even love you anymore...

"I love you."
"I need you too."

"I love you"
"I know."


_{Yeah...That pretty much felt like what I'd imagine being shot through the chest would. I couldn't even tell you because I feel like shit for making you cry. And it seems like every attempt, to keep at least our friendship together, just pushes me further and further away...
And I don't know what to do.}

Its hard to play in a team that you just feel alone.

To be elaborated later

When the world seems to turn against you,
When all you want to do is just get out of sight,
When the simplest of things causes you to break down,
When you look around and find no one,
When you are writing down stuff to for none.
Whats left in it to look forward to?
Get back up and move on,
Though easier said than done.

Pissed off~

No one reads this anw

Sometimes, seeing the people around you happy and high, makes you feel happy and high too :)

Its the simplest stuff the brightens up your life.

Truely inspirational :)

Tired, beaten, down... Just want to let it all go and return to my old self. Its better that way, nothing to care, no need to care... And alone. Its probably the best. :)